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I grazed over my friend list and am surprised to see so many entries from old LJ friends!

I've been considering making a return to the LJ world, but am not sure I want to commit the time to it. I could blog and make money, or I could just do this for my personal benefit.

Hm.

If anyone is out there, I hope you're doing well. :]

Updating.

Well, I'm alive, but not many people seem to use LJ anymore. I hope everyone is doing well!

Gwittle!

9 more days, just over a week. :X I can't wait, so I've been practicing zoning out, because waiting is necessary in this circumstance.

Gwee hee hee!!

Myshkin.

The gentlest by far. I've fallen in love with you. My waking hours are clouded by the thoughts of time we've spent, both together and apart. Wondering what you're thinking as you go through the motions of life, I can only say that I eagerly, perhaps even desperately, await being with you once more. I want to hear it all.

The selfish nature of this love has been destructive and hurtful to others in my life, but I'll never deny this sensation. It is truly precious, being as rare as the finest of gems, and it is never to be ignored, no matter the consequence.

It is too infrequently that people meet others with whom they connect with. Falling in love is finding pieces of yourself that are missing. How often will you be able to pick up a random piece of puzzle off the ground, and add it to your own ever-growing picture?

Don't forget these feelings. We can make a brand new world with what we can have.

I hope you sleep well, tonight.
I don't want this to happen ever again.

Smart to take off for a few days.
Who uses Facebook in conjunction with LJ?

:P Lets be friends?

...Science is better

Wishing I could shake these feelings away. The guy is just so special to me.

If only we could be closer.
Jesus Christ. What have I done?

Run the fuck away and look like a piece of shit.

I promise, it's better this way.

Feb. 22nd, 2011

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MY OWN FUCKING MOTHER CAN'T EVEN TALK TO ME (ON THE MOTHER FUCKING PHONE, NO LESS) ANYMORE WITHOUT CRYING HYSTERICALLY OR SCREAMING AT ME.

Feb. 21st, 2011

I just had the most intensely racist thought I've ever had in my life. Would you like to know how it went? You may be surprised:

"I know I'm physically attracted to Asian men, but maybe I should just give up, because their families are always going to look down on me for being white. I hate being inferior, and maybe the drama isn't worth these relationships. Then again, I'm glad Glenn is half-Filipino, half-white. But I wonder what it would be like to date an American white male. Would I be accepted by their family? God, I am definitely fucked if I date a Korean girl."


And to give you a better idea, I ran across this, and it is why I became sad:

The rules:


- Do not look at them in the eye for more than a few seconds.
- Nod your head constantly while they speak to you, to indicate you are listening. Remember to avoid eye contact.
- Do not speak loudly, and always use formal titles. If you're speaking korean, then use the appropriately respectful forms of grammar. If you're speaking English, then speak politely and formally and use Mr. and Mrs.
- Do not address them by their first name. If they tell you to do so, agree, but then still refer to them by their title/surname.
- In western culture, to be polite to someone is to be friendly and helpful -- you put yourself on the same level as those to whom you are talking -- In asian cultures, this is very bad. The goal is to be subservient and grovelling. Increase the distance between you and the people you're speaking to. If you learn Korean, or any other asian language (particularly Japanese), they all have faculties to make this obvious in speech. Polite Korean and polite Japanese is very different from informal Korean or informal Japanese. Do not use informal speech under any circumstances with her parents.
- Speak softly.
- If they start a conversation with you, bow slightly. Bow slightly to them if you have to excuse yourself. Learn the korean bowing customs for introductions and other behaviors. Don't ever get up and leave a room with them in it without excusing yourself. Do this very quietly and discreetly.
- DO NOT TOUCH THEM EVER UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES EVER OR ELSE. NOT EVEN SHAKING HANDS.

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